"It matters how this ends ’cause what if I never love again?" - Adele.

I have decided to clear my thoughts here.

1.5 years have passed.

I know this is really weird.

No quarrels, no fights and no problems.

Yet, I chose the path this way...

Many asked what had really happened.

I was tired, and now I'm still tired.

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There are many blank spaces for me to fill up.

If I ever did, I'm bringing him down in order to clear my image.

I guess, I won't be such person to do so.

I am guilt-conscious now.
I'm the bad person for having to do such actions.
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 Maybe it's better this way.
I don't want to drag anyone down...
I want to do things right now.
I have so many things in mind and I can't seem to have the time.
I need a get away as soon as possible.
My head is exploding now.
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在我的脑海里，我好纳闷.
快喘不过气了.
好想做完全部的事，再走也行.
我也是人，我好累好累.
再这么厉害，人毕竟还是人.
我如果可以选择，我什么都不想要.