Hey guys, I'm back in action. Apparently, I start going back to do blogshop. I guess I'm bored. Right now as I'm blogging, I'm still waiting for someone to respond to me. Yeah, he went missing since 12pm and till now which is going 6, has not talked to me once. This face starts coming out again. Oh well. Just kidding. Went back to MM for work after internship. I have survived not taking leave till today, one of my damn fingers is broken. Okay not so serious, I mean like in pain and I can't bend at all. And yup, I have not gone to see a doctor. That's because it's pointless actually, I should get my mum to just pull it. She'll fix it. So no worries. I will be fine ^^

As I have someone in mind, there's nothing wrong about it. What I want to say is, I should seriously stop eating. I should cut down. I can't believe I gained back more than my original weight. My goodness. So recently, I'm trying to lose by getting slimming tea and purchasing some slimming products again. I hope I'd get to my ideal weight this time. I know he wouldn't mind me gaining, just that I should lose weight when I'm not with him. So that I can eat with him peacefully. Now I'm just worried about being fat and not able to wear and dress up prettily. I know he would rather me not dressing up and not suffering. But girls' dream are to become pretty for their man. Healthy of course.

First month anniversary rings. I know we have met for only awhile. I do not even know him well. But I just feel like we click really well and know what we want. Second month is coming but I know I no longer can spend much times with him. He's just a busy man, I should probably try to avoid meeting up with him in case I can't control myself and would be too possessive. I should learn to be independent. Even now, I know I should wait. I should stop being impatient. How can I ever learn? I need to learn to grow up. I should act maturely. Isn't it.

As time passes by, I miss him. I want to convey my message to him. But how to, when there's no response?